Diary Entry - 13 "The untold feelings"

Hey Jenny, I am back. How you doing? I am kinda both happy and sad today. You know how serious I am when I talk to you. All the things I ever told you are the ones which I laugh at, or feel sad at even now. The good ones I will never forget till my end. The bad ones, ah since I am an Avril Lavigne fan, I think I should let it go, should break free from those. Yeah I have already set it all on fire. I don't want to even think about it now.

You know what, today Stacy saw my blog for the first time. As you know I never wanted her to see this. That's why didn't tell her till now. But I am so glad that she saw it today, because the things I already told you are the ones I always wanted to tell her too. Just wanted her to know I never hated her. I can never hate her. She said sorry, but why? I cannot blame her for everything. Even I have done many terrible things to her. All I wanted to tell her now is that, whatever happened is happened. I still love her coz she was my first best friend. I can never forget that and I will be there for her whenever she need me. I never wanted to make her sad by reading my side of this story. I know everyone has their own viewpoint about life and may be in her viewpoint she never done anything wrong.

I dunno Jenny, I have a very strong heart now. A rock solid one I would say. My past life has gifted me with that. It doesn't mean that I never miss my loved ones. Of couse I care for them too much. Hehe. It means that I am having a great control over my emotions now. I never cry for something or someone which is not worth to cry for. But today I am feeling sad for some reason. May be coz now Stacy knows that I missed her terribly those days. All I ever wanted to tell her. Anyways, I am glad now. :)

Me and Stacy - A Captured Memory

So Jenny, I am alright now. Feeling relieved. You are always there for me, then why should I worry? :)
Ough today also I told something other than my love story. Sorry about that. But just know that this is more important than that story. :) So I will see you again soon. Take care now bye bye then. :)

Diary Entry - 12 "IRET and me"

Sorry Jenny, It's been many days since we met. Really sorry. I don't know, I didn't feel like seeing you. I wasn't very busy but not idle too. You know what, many things are going on. I started preparing for exams. Oh my god, Jenny I am so optimistic now. I think I started thinking of my future in a very big way. Yeah, It can happen. I know. I am gonna chase my dreams and make it real. All I need to do is clear my present arrears and once I do that I am gonna explore this world.
Ah another thing is Rethin started a business. He is making guitar enhancements. Isn't it a very good thing, to apply what you studied during engineering in real life and making a business out of that. I am really proud of that guy. I think he started planning for the future of his family. Hehe.

I had a dream two days before. His business has grown into a big company, a multinational one and Iret ( that's the name of business ) has become a leader in the manufacturing of all music instruments and enhancements. It was actually a great dream. You know what, I want to help him the way I can to make his business very big. Of course we are partners in all businesses. :) Hmm let me take MBA first then I am gonna change my future and Rethin and Ashwin's too. :) The best future anyone would wish they had.

First Mini Mixer by IRET

Isn't that really cute? Anyways I am wishing him a great future. Way to go dear. I cannot help him anyway now, but surely I will one day. Get more details about Iret here.

Oops I was meant to tell the rest of my love story. Okay, but not now anyway. I will tell you that another day. Maybe because I am not thinking of love these days. Love is out of my league I guess. Well, that is better. I am not distracted by anything now.

So Jenny, see you some other day. Thanks for your time. Bye-Bye and take care.