You know what, today Stacy saw my blog for the first time. As you know I never wanted her to see this. That's why didn't tell her till now. But I am so glad that she saw it today, because the things I already told you are the ones I always wanted to tell her too. Just wanted her to know I never hated her. I can never hate her. She said sorry, but why? I cannot blame her for everything. Even I have done many terrible things to her. All I wanted to tell her now is that, whatever happened is happened. I still love her coz she was my first best friend. I can never forget that and I will be there for her whenever she need me. I never wanted to make her sad by reading my side of this story. I know everyone has their own viewpoint about life and may be in her viewpoint she never done anything wrong.
I dunno Jenny, I have a very strong heart now. A rock solid one I would say. My past life has gifted me with that. It doesn't mean that I never miss my loved ones. Of couse I care for them too much. Hehe. It means that I am having a great control over my emotions now. I never cry for something or someone which is not worth to cry for. But today I am feeling sad for some reason. May be coz now Stacy knows that I missed her terribly those days. All I ever wanted to tell her. Anyways, I am glad now. :)
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So Jenny, I am alright now. Feeling relieved. You are always there for me, then why should I worry? :)
Ough today also I told something other than my love story. Sorry about that. But just know that this is more important than that story. :) So I will see you again soon. Take care now bye bye then. :)