Diary Entry - 11 "Story continues"

Hey my dear Jenny, how are you today? I don't know, Today I am not feeling well. Headache. Can't even get up from bed. But I am not gonna make you sad. I will continue the story. Since you are always there waiting for me. :) Also I have told you yesterday this story is already written during my second year. 

So here it is..

It was the day before the last exam, we both were having exam on the next day. I was having arrear and she was having regular for the same subject. :) I took a firm decision that I'll tell her my love tomorrow and so I have practiced for that for a long time. Even in the dreams I was doing the same. :)

The next day at college I wrote something for the exam and I was so sure that I'll flunk coz I didn't go there for writing the exam. Me and Safeer waited for her after the exam but my luck didn't favor me. I couldn't see her. :'( I went home with a half broken heart and crying mind coz I have to pass the next one month without seeing her. What's more painful than that? :(

Somehow I managed to pass the days with holding my love for her. 

A time when college was like heaven.

The next sem started. I went the first day itself to see her and yeah I saw her. I felt like something coming back to me. I felt very comfortable and happy like never before.
I saw her the next days too. By that time my friends, knowing my mind, started shouting my name when she passes by me all the time. So she finally came to know that one guy named 'SREELAL' is after her. But she didn't know how he look like. Hehe. I went to the department everyday just to see her coz her class was near to the department. :) I went there everyday pretending that I was going to see Prajith sir. One day myself, Nithin and Abi went before her classroom with the intention of opening my heart to her. I am so lucky to have friends like them. Always with me. :) But when Sasha came out I couldn't even move. It was like immobulous spell of Hermione. ;) At that day Prajith sir came to know about everything. He called us in and asked about everything. Oh yeah first he adviced me not to do that. he said it's a waste of time. But when he understood that I am very serious about her he also helped me a lot by giving some valuable advice of trapping women. :D

All my friends told me to tell her what I feel for her. Even I too felt the same and thought of telling it many times but its like when she is around I'll be always under the immobulus spell :) and yeah all these days I couldn't sleep.

I don't know what I liked in her, may be everything. I liked her the way she is. I liked her smile, cute face, the way she walks even though its little wierd. :) Yes she is very beautiful. But I know the thing I liked the most is her typical 'village girl' look and character.

At last I decided to tell her my love. The next day was a Thursday. I collected what all things I m gonna tell her and finalised everything. Even rehearsed it a hell lot of times in front of the mirror. I decided whatever happens I will tell her everything tomorrow. Actually it was not because I got guts so fast but when I heard that somebody else is after her. And I couldn't sleep all that night because of this. Yeah I became an Insomniac. ;)

The next day at college I cannot forget in my entire life. I was well prepared and so sure that whatever happens I'll tell her that I love her that day itself. No more postponing. I couldn't see her on the way to college. I went to the class hoping to see her during the interval time but Reshma gave me a shocking news that she was absent that day coz of fever. By hearing that I thought of crying but couldn't do that. That whole day I was completely down and even got migraine. Somehow I passed that day and reached home. At that day I could realize that I cannot stop myself from loving her. At that day I decided whatever happens I am gonna make her mine.

So Jenny, I think I will stop it here today. Need to get some sleep yaar. But I will definitely see you tomorrow. Take care dear. Bye for now.

Diary Entry - 10 "My love story"

Howdy Jenny, sorry I am a little late. Had many works yaar. ;) So today my second year story starts. :) Ough it was a nice feeling Jenny. We became seniors. Even though we had a belief that we won't rag in the second year when we got ragging from our seniors, we couldn't resist it. Yeah it was a lot of fun. I think ragging is an essential part of college life. By that juniors can meet new seniors and can know about them more. I will always support ragging. But ragging should be just making fun in a boisterous manner, not anything that can create a physical or mental bruise. So we too ragged. It was a good experience. :)

Jenny, second year was really a turning point in my life. I told you before about a girl who swept me off my feet on the very first time I saw her. Yup about Sasha. I will tell you that story. You know what? Actually I never wanted anybody to hear this story. But it's already a closed chapter and so I would not mind telling that to you. I haven't told this story to anybody, oh sorry I have told somebody. I guess only she knows this story other than me and the thing is, this story is already written during that days. So I just need to do some copy paste work here. :)

Here it starts...

Sasha...I don't know when she came into my life..Even though she neither loves me nor hates me I love her more than anybody in this world now..and yup she was the first girl I ragged inside the college..:) 

I still remember that scene...When me and Nitin told her to call a girl she didn't move due to fear..so I scolded her nicely and her cute little face turned red..She was about to cry..So we stopped ragging and escaped.. :)
At that day itself I told Nitin that I liked her, but I didn't take it so seriously..

Many days have passed after that..
It was end of our 3rd sem, I saw her again. At that time I don't know what happened to me. I stared at her, she also did the same but I couldn't stare for too long. I was afraid of looking at her eyes. But she stared continuously till she passed by me.

This happened many times through out the 4th sem.. Something has took birth inside my heart for her by that time. So I started knowing about her. I asked all my friends about her who knows her but none of them knows more about her though. The most relevant piece of information about her was given by Rachel. Hehe, that her native is Palakkad, she don't have a lover yet, she even hates love, she is a good gal, she is very talkative, she is friendly with anyone and everyone. Totally I felt that she is a perfect match for me. 

After that many nights without sleep. I didn't miss any chance of seeing her.

But inspite of all these. I didn't have the courage to tell her that I love her or maybe I was still not sure of that. I thought about it so well but I couldn't realize if its an attraction or love. Actually by that time I was in middle of both. :)

That college day was actually a twist in my life. At that day she came in a rose colored churidar. She was amazingly beautiful in that outfit. I stared at her like there is no other beauty in this world. But I didn't get more time to  notice her that day coz I was practicing for some stage  performances. But by afternoon when I went for lunch in the canteen, she too came there with her friends. At that time also we stared at each other. I don't know whether she stared at me for any reason but I did it with all the reasons..:)

I practiced well for singing that I could sing well before her..But my program was at night..she went at the evening..so I couldn't sing before her.
After the college day the external exams came. I saw her in between all those days too. :) At the externals I came each day just to see her. That holidays between each exams I was dying inside. I went to college even on the holidays because she was having exam on that day and with gods grace I could see her one day. Abhishek was also with me. We went to library. At that time she was sitting on the stairs that was beside the library. She was having practical exam on that day. I didn't see her when I entered the library. But when I got out I looked straight into her eyes. I was shocked and couldn't move for a while. I kept on staring at her for sometime. But Abi dragged me from there coz he knew that I'll be standing there till her exam gets over. :)

So Jenny, I will stop it here today. Will see you tomorrow. Take care now. Bye-bye then. :)

Diary Entry - 9 "Brothers for life"

Hello my dear Jenny, sorry I was a little rough yesterday. As I told, was really sad about some past events. No matter how hard I try some thoughts are just inevitable. But I am alright now. How are you Jenny? So where did I stop my story? Yeah, I said I will introduce some nice and gentle guys of my life. In second year we got out of the hostel coz hostel was only available for first years. I asked Rethin and he said they are going with a guy from MBA and they need two more guys. So I thought of going with Manu. The other guys with them were Jayan, Deepak, Rahul, Safeer, Chris, and Abhishek. But due to some reasons we didn't get that house and that MBA guy has gone with his friends. But we all decided to stay together. We found ourselves a house at Ettimadai. Not a house, but rooms. We booked three rooms since there was 9 of us.

I think it was a decision of god that we all should be together and I really am grateful towards that MBA guy for bringing us all together. Living with them was the most rocking days of my life. :) Jenny, now I will introduce each one to you. First of all I would like to tell about Jayan. Mr. Jayakrishnan Nair. The most funny guy I have ever seen in my life. The guy who made me laugh for even the silliest things he do. I can tell you, nobody in the world has made me laugh like he did. I can still remember, very clear, how I met him and what he told first. Sorry can't tell that to a little girl. I think the minimum requirement for hearing that joke is must be an 18 year old male. :P Hehe. I will never forget that in my life. I think everybody in that college likes him. We were too lucky to have him as our room mate. Love you JK. :)

At Malambuzha - in 2010

Then, Deepak, my god, never seen a guy like him. He is a guy who wants to be punctual in everything. He was our role model at that house coz no other better person was there. :) Oh yeah, and he was the main reason for my music addiction. :) His guitar most particularly. Thanks for that Deepu. :) Thanks for ruining my life. Hehe kidding yaar. Then about, Chris, when I first saw him, I thought he was just a guy with great conceit. Yeah but it was my prejudice. He was a down to earth guy actually. A guy who suffered a lot from us. Hehe. We called him the senior citizen. coz of his baldness. :) Then Rahul and Safeer, guys who live in cinemas. I think they will easily get a job in Central Film Certification Board. Even people there might haven't seen films like they did. :) Whenever I think of them the image I see is, both with a laptop watching film with steady, never-blinking eyes and with various funny bed gestures. :)

So that was our world. Ettimadai. Even now when I see that place there is an electric feeling in my veins. That's the place I am most fond of and nostalgic for. Okay Jenny, I will be back with more second year stories tomorrow. Take care now bye-bye then. :)

Diary Entry - 8 "Haunting memories"

Hey Jenny, today I am not in a mood to continue my story. If you ask me why, I don't have an answer. I may tell, I am having many other uncanny things going through my mind right now. But nothing peculiar has happened today though. I think I might have gone some way back to my past and there I might have found my scattered broken heart pieces.

Yesterday I have shared a status in Facebook. "You know you've found true love when you catch yourself falling in love with the same person over and over again." What does this mean? I found this meaningful yesterday but not today. Jenny, what if after falling over and over again for a person, we get acquainted with the truth we can't tolerate. There is nothing in this world we can predict especially human minds and what if they start wearing a mask over the so unpredictable mind and they says mind is the mirror of face.

I know Jenny, still now you don't know what I am talking about. Its just that I can't tell anything further today. Excuse me. I will see you tomorrow. Take care.

Diary Entry - 7 "The lost world"

Good afternoon Jenny. You are looking beautiful as always. I never told you this before right? Well I said it at least now. :) and come on, I know I am not looking too good. Even Anya and Shiny told me the same. But Nitin and Sarath told it isn't bad. Hehe. Well what do girls know about our likes. ;) and who do not like a change ? Actually I love my hair so much, the only thing that support me in this world of freak boys. Even my friends like it too I guess. Anyway its gonna come back within two weeks, not a big deal. :)

So, as I told you yesterday, I wanna tell you something which happened in our second year that really makes me sad even now. It is about Stacy. I told you she was my best friend. I would even say my first best friend because I never had one at school. I don't know, I liked her a lot. She, me, Manu and Rachel was a group as I told you before. We four became very close. But I could understand Manu and Rachel was having something beyond friendship. But I did not ask him or Rachel anything. One day Manu told me everything. That, they are in love. He will  marry her even if their family won't accept each other. I was happy for them. During this time, there was some other problems between me and Stacy. At first none of the Keralite girls liked any Tamil boys. But as I told you before Jenny, Stacy was different. She was actually fine with everybody. You know what, once we had a quarrel with a tamil guy. His name was Sanford. He was our main enemy that time. But Stacy was a friend of him. You can understand how sad I will be when my best friend is the friend of my enemy. But till then I didn't tell her not to speak with him or anything, I was burning inside though.

One day when she was messaging me, I asked her what was she doing till now and she said she was messaging Sanford. I was completely broken Jenny, I don't know why. But I was very angry and I replied her never to message me again and never to step on two boats at once. That was the last message I sent her. I was totally broken. Whatever made me did that, I didn't regret a single bit at that time. I was out of my control. The next day at college, I didn't even look at her face and I knew I would never do that till she come and apologize. I was very confident about her, I thought she will apologize within a few days. But Jenny, she didn't. The person I trusted the most in that college failed me. I was very sad. After thinking for few days I decided to go to her and tell her I was sorry. But when I saw she was being more and more close with Sanford, I became furious again. I was so possessive about her. Then, I became strong, I decided I will never talk to her ever again. I didn't even tell this to Manu and Rachel. After few days even Rachel also fought with Stacy and they too became enemies. Rachel even told me not to speak with her and Manu too.

But Jenny you know what, I was so alone that time. Rachel and Manu was in their own world and I lost my world after losing Stacy. But even then I thought someday she will come back to me. But she did not. I was completely down and alone for many days. That was the most wicked days of my life. It was my dear friends who brought me back to a better life again. Sarath, Rethin, Nitin, Akhil, Abhishek, Chris, Jayan, Vipin, Rahul, Safeer and Deepak then Reshma and Shiny too. So you can guess now why Reshma and Shiny are my besties from girls. But I did not tell any of them about this at that time. Those boys made me who I am right now. They were with me all the time, through all my hard times and good times. I love them like my family now. If I haven't told you guys this till now just know it now. I will miss you guys for nobody in this world.

Jayan, Me and Rahul, II year Memories

Right now I don't have any problem with Stacy, we are friends again, but not like before. I can never be like before coz I have already changed for good. But still now when I think about this I feel very sad. Either I shouldn't have been that possessive or I should have talked to her. Anyway because of that I have got the best friends of my life.

Oops now you might be wondering who are those new guys I talked about. hehe. I will explain that to you in the next visit because particularly one guy in that list will even take tomorrows whole post. :) So take care Jenny, Bye-bye till then. :)

Diary Entry - 6 "Angels of my life"

Howdy Jenny. Wat's up. How do I look now? Ya of course glabrescent. I asked whether you liked it or not. :-) I did it just a few minutes before. It was a sudden decision. Now I feel very light hehe. I did it alone. Thanks to Gillette blade for that. ;-) This is the second time in my life I am bald and the last time was around 18 years back. Anyways if you like it or not I am feeling wonderful. :-D

So where I stopped? Yup the university results and you wanna know who got first? Ah its Rethin, my dear guitarist. I don't remember when I met him. But I know because of who I met him, before telling about the other guy, let me tell more about Rethin. Where should I start. Okie, I would say he is a Wonder. A good looking guy, very modest, very silent, and was always busy. Whenever I go to his room, he was busy. He actually won't sit idle anytime. But I knew that he was a valley of mystery but I didn't know much about him though at that time. So he was our class topper. And as you know he is very important in my life now. I love that guy Jenny. I can never forget him. I wouldn't even dream of forgetting him. :) Will tell more about him later.

Next, about the guy I mentioned before. Harinandan. Because of him only I got more friends in that hostel like Chris, Rahul, Rethin, Jimson etc. He knew something about everybody in that hostel and he was from Alappuzha which was near to my Kollam. We usually went home together. At that time he was a very good friend of mine. He came everyday to my room and spend most of the time there. But Jenny, he too changed. He became a playboy. Hehe, and when we all left hostel at the end of second semester he went with his classmates and we got separated. 

Jenny, today I also wanna tell you about two most important ladies in my life and I don't want to change their name too coz I know they don't give a damn if I post anything about them. They are Reshma and Shiny. As I said, they are my besties among girls. I still remember how I first met Reshma. It was in the chemistry lab. I was sitting with Sarath. She sat near to us and she started talking with us. Very casually. I think she knew Sarath before. I don't actually remember what we talked that day but all I know is that today I can tell her anything and everything. She was a blonde and hot I would say. hehe ;) I think she is very concerned about her dressing. Even her uniform was so tight and fit. Oh my god I can't really recall what all thing the boys said, including me. ;) We all like to comment, isn't that right? :) Anyways I love her. Congrats for making it to Samcys dear. God bless you.

From Left : Stacy, Reshma, Rachel and Shiny

Then, about Shiny, Ah no words actually. She is more than my best friend, slim like me, then, cute smile I would say. A studious girl. I became more close with her in the second semester. As I told you Jenny, Stacy was my bestfriend till then. Actually Shiny wasn't very talkative. Oh god I still remember her filthy hair style in first year. Just like Einstein. May be that was the only thing I disliked in her and I think she changed it coz I told her to do so. :) I started talking to her in the first semester itself. It was because of our principal. Since me and Shan was sitting at the last bench in the boys row and too far away from the board he made us to sit in the girls side at the back of Shiny and Reshma. Thats how we started talking. Stacy and Rachel was sitting on the next row beside us. So we all became more close. At that time also Nitin was busy talking to Anya and Riya. Oh and Diya too. Let me tell about Diya now, I started talking to her only in third year. Yeah I know it was too late. May be she was the girl I talked last in the class. And Jenny, I will tell a secret, Many boys was having a crush on her. Hehe. Yes she was beautiful, She looked so mature. I will also agree she has a very nice hair. :) 

I will tell more about them in the coming days. So thats how I got Shiny and Reshma in my life. Two gems I would say. :) I hope they will always be the same. Tomorrow I will tell you something that I regret about, even now also. Actually thats the reason why Reshma and Shiny are my best friends from girls. Whenever I think of this I become very sad. Till now I couldn't get that off my heart.

Soo see you tomorrow dear Jenny, Take care.

Diary Entry - 5 "Studious Abi and unpredictable Anya"

Good evening Jenny. I know you might be wondering who are those three girls I have mentioned yesterday. Actually one wasn't from our college. She was from my place. I don't really want to talk more about her. I don't want to tell you how I met her or how I fall for her. All I can say is that I waited one year for her after proposing. But she didn't  give any reply about that. Even her mobile was sealed and she talked to me only once in two months. The problem was she was in plus two and she don't want to mess up her studies, I asked her one last time and her answer was a NO. Off course she gave me an answer after getting her plus two results that she loves me. But you know what, by that time I was on ground, somebody has already swept me off my feet  and dropped me on my head to the ground within a short while, A junior girl and because of her, I would agree "Love at first sight" or at least in second sight is TRUE :)

Okie I will come to my love story later. Now where did I stop yesterday? Yup Sou..oops Stacy. ;) Thats how she came into my life. I still remember the color of the dress she wore on the first day I met her. :( I told you before that there was one girl too from my place and one day at the canteen me and Manu talked to her. She was in our class only, but I didn't get a chance to talk to her till then. Her name was Rachel, she and Stacy were good friends. Both were in same room at hostel. So within a few months me, Manu, Rachel and Stacy became best friends. We even formed a group that we only knew. RM(S-Square) :D We became so attached. Also I started getting more and more friends. I already told you about Akhil. Then I got my ever loving Sarath, then Kiran, Ameer, Nitin etc. I purposefully omitted Nitin from my ever loving friend list because I want to talk a little about him. At first when I met him I thought he was a brilliant guy and yup he is brilliant, so I had an inferiority complex that he won't be interested in being my friend. Also he was very close with Rishad and Kiran. He even had many NIET friends and even girlfriends from our class. Whenever I watch him he was talking with Anya Stefenson and Riya. Oh forgot to tell you about those girls. Riya was really a fair looking girl. Anyone will have a second look at her face and about Anya, I would say really a strange character. She was the girl who catched my attention after Stacy. She was fat, but cute, had really a cute face. :) She was also a brainee, everyone liked her, even teachers. I know, teachers are only fond of brainees and studying machines. :P I always wanted to talk with her, but I couldn't, because she was always busy talking with Nitin. Also I think I haven't spoke to her much till the second semester. Actually I was having many assumptions about her. I assumed many things about her like how she may react when I talk to her, what if she don't like it. I always thought she was a step above me or two in every aspects.

Jenny, I admit, I was having many unwanted complexes and assumptions during my first two years of college and towards Anya I had it till seventh semester. :( I feel really sorry for myself. So because of that many complexes I had, I am still suffering. Okie leave it for now. So thats about Nitin, Anya and Riya. I will come back to them again. :) In first semester I didn't know much about many of my friends other than Stacy, Manu and Rachel. Actually all I want to know about was them and Shan too.

It was during our first semester exams, I came back to hostel after the study holidays. I wasn't too bad at studies at that time. So, studied something to pass for each subject. But at hostel when I asked to one of my classmate I was shocked. He was going for the third revision. I got so tensed, If this is the case with others too I won't stand a chance against them. Ah but who wanted good grades, I just wanted to pass. But that guy scared the hell out of me. That was none other than Abhishek. My dear Abimon. I purposefully didn't mention his name till now because I wanted to tell you about this incident. I even thought he was gonna be the class first, may be university topper. He was looking so sharp, confident and studious.

Abhi - The Handsome (Dear Girls, I advice you not to download this picture).

Jenny, this is actually not a good thing for laughing, but whenever I think of this I can't stop laughing. :D When the results came I had one arrear and Abi got 3. Hehe. Oh my god. even right now I can't stop laughing. :D Really sorry Ramu, you know I love you. :) and Jenny I will tell you who was class first in our next meeting.
So Take Care now Bye Bye then. :)

Diary Entry - 4 "The dons of thrissur"

Jenny, I am here. :) What's up? Before telling anything I wanna ask you a question. Can love happen more than one time? Its not a crime right. After all its love and not hate. Yes Jenny, I have also fallen in love, not once or twice, thrice actually and that too after coming to college.  But, unfortunately none of them have a part in my present life I guess and if anything changes I will surely let you know. :)

So, now back to story. The allocation of room was going on, Shan and I was quarrelling for Manu. hehe. But Manu wanted to be with me since we are from same place. So we three wanted to be in the same room actually. Who will be the fourth one? Ya we got the right one. hehe. Len Roy. The Underworld King. Oh god, Jenny I didn't even dream of him being like that. That was the most unexpected change. I still remember the day I saw him for first time and I would say he was the most modest and munificent of all the people I saw out there. He came with a story there. He was ragged by the seniors from our own AME college. I think he was the first one to get ragging from our batch coz our classes wasn't started till then and the seniors take him to their house. You can imagine how they will treat a junior at their home. I remember that senior name, Saagar and Len was so afraid of him. He even called him every day and reported the incidents happening in college. But Len is not the same guy anymore. He has changed to the worst now. Even started Marijuana business. Hehe kidding but he is in a situation more worst that that.
So finally since Len didn't have a friend and we three want to be together we all got one room. 306. The number I will never forget in my life. :) Still now the warden there knows us. Just tell room no. 306, 2009 batch and he will tell our names without a pause. :) So that's how we got into the same room.

Me and Shan Ikka (Big Brother)

Days passed and I became more close with Shan. In class also we sat on the same bench. The last bench particularly. In the first bench it was two brainees. Kiran and Muthu Kumaran. They had answers for all the question teacher asked. I even felt I am the only guy who knows nothing. :(
Ah forgot to tell you Jenny, now me and Stacy are acquaintances. In lab, since our roll nos are adjacent we sat together. :) and she was very talkative. One day Shan and I had a bet. He said if I can talk to her and get a notebook from her he will give 50 Rs. I accepted the bet, even though I was not sure. I wasn't very good at chatting with girls, at least at that time. :P
So the next day I went to college with only this thing in mind. Anyhow I should get a book from her. Hehe and I did it Jenny. I just told her I haven't completed the lab note and she said "why don't you take my note to hostel and complete it". She was such a nice girl and yup I won the bet too. :) And Stacy and I became more close. :)

So Jenny, Stacy was the first girl I have talked in that college and she was the first friend of mine from girls. I felt so close with her just after a few rounds of talking and within a few days we became very good friends.
Okie so I will stop it here today. See you later Jenny. Take care now, Bubbye then. :)

Diary Entry - 3 "More friends more fun"

Hello Jenny. How you doing today? So where were we? Yup Rishad, So that’s how I met Rishad. Back at the hostel I got one more friend that day. His name was Shan. Another modest guy who turned out into a disaster later on. At first when I saw him he didn’t even talk to me. Manu introduced him to me. I even wondered if he was dumb. :D Whenever I saw Manu, Shan was with him.

We became good friends. I got one more friend from my place, Arif. But he dropped and went to another college after one month. After knowing more about all these people I started enjoying my new class. We started sitting together. After that I wasn’t bored at all in the classroom. Time passed with more pace. So finally I started liking the college totally. Ah forgot to tell you Jenny, when I took admission I opted for Aeronautical Engineering. I was there for Aero only. But at office they said the Aero seats are all filled up and I need to wait for a few days till the government seats are filled up. So they made me  sit in ECE class and said if they get one seat and they will for sure, at that time I can go to Aero. That was really a nice twist in my life :)

Till then I haven't talked to any of the girls Jenny. But I noticed few girls from my class, particularly one girl, named Stacy. If you ask me why, I may say that she was cute, but short, may be the shortest in the class. :) Even Shan liked her a lot. He even said she have good lips. hehe. sorry but I already said I will be very honest with you. And yup I waited for a day to talk to her.

Me, Manu and Rahul - The Juniors

So after a few days, it was our room allocation. We have been called up by the principal after the class. whatever happens me and Manu wanted to be in the same room. But wherever, Manu is, Shan will be there. :) and according to Princi there should be 4 members in a room and 2 have to be from the same class. They started calling the name one by one. One can select any friend he want from the same class. I still remember, one guy, a small boy I would say, came to me and asked me if I am willing to go with him. But I said I was with Manu. That boy was Vinayak, who I thought was coming there directly after fifth standard. :D Now also he is cute but his character changed totally. I play an important role in that. :)

So Jenny, I guess I will stop it here today. See you again. Take care now, Bye bye then. :)

Diary Entry - 2 "A complete new world"

Howdy Jenny, :) I know you are being very patient and kind. That’s why I am here for you. So as I said, today I am gonna tell about my first day at NIT hostel. It was a complete new world for me actually. I have never been away from my house till then. I was alone and very sad. Even thought for a while why the hell did I chose this far away place when I could get a seat in colleges near my house. You know what, there are colleges very near to my house and if I wanted I could get an admission there very easily. But, I chose this college. ;)
My first friend at that hostel was Sanjay. He was my room mate but in NIET college. He was really a nice guy. He was from Palakkad. Then I got a few more friends in the first day itself. Anil, Ashwin and Vineeth. They were all from Thrissur. My god, it was really very tough to understand their language even though it was malayalam. We were together for many days.

At the day of taking admission, I came to know that two persons are there from my place, and that too in my class and one was a boy. I searched for him in hostel but couldn’t find him. All I know was his name was Manu.
The first guy I met from my class was Akhil. We were going back to NIT after having a fresher’s day at NIET college. On the way in bus he came and talk to me. I didn’t know that he was gonna be the most modest guy I would ever see in my life. :) At night at the hostel I could see Manu. We talked for a long time and I could know that his place is very near to mine. The next day onwards our classes at NIT began. The first day at my college. There were only a few boys and girls in the classroom coz the admission was still going on. I found a vacant seat and occupied that. The seat beside me was also vacant. I had a glance through all the faces in that classroom but none of them were familiar.

Akhil posing behind somebody else's car :)

After sometime a guy, who looks so gentle and mild came and sit next to me. It was Rishad. He started talking to me. He said he don’t know english and cannot understand english. So I said I will help him. Dear Jenny, I didn’t know that he is gonna be the DON of that college. :) He was too humble at that time and I don’t know what made him the most aggressive afterwards.
Oh my god, gotta go now Jenny, got some work. Really sorry to keep you waiting again. :) Adiós.

Diary Entry - 1 "My best decision"

Dear Jenny, I am back. :) So you might be wondering what a guy I am and was that the way to introduce to a girl. Well here I am to feed you with some more of my life stories. :) I am from Kollam District of Kerala. They says Kerala is Gods Own Country. I haven't seen many gods though. I am the younger son of Mr. Reghunathan Pillai and Mrs. Jayasree. I have an elder brother, Sreenath, He is now working as Biomedical Engineer.
Let me tell you about my school days. School wasn’t really very good for me Jenny. I don’t even have an unforgettable memory about that place. But there also I had some good friends and best of them was Arju and Akarsh. Those days was always a headache for me. I wasn’t good at studies. Didn’t even think I would pass plus two. But god made me pass. I am sure he did something to the one who corrected my mathematics paper. :)
I didn’t even think I would go for engineering. The previous day before the plus two results too I told amma that I will fail and so please find me a college to do diploma. Yup, it was a miracle and I passed. So that’s how I got into college. Many asked me why I joined Nehru College. Was it really a mistake of my life? No, Never. It was the best decision I have made. So the story I need to tell you starts from there, the college, because I don’t have much to tell about my school days. I never went there again since 2009, There was nobody I wanted to see there. The most hated place of my life it was.

My College - Nehru Institute of Technology, CBE

Some how I managed to get into Nehru Group of Institutions, in NRI quota. I always wanted to stay away from family and study some new things in life. That’s why I chose Coimbatore. I will tell about my first day at hostel when I see you again.. Till then take care Jenny. :)

Diary Cover Entry

Hello Jenny, I am Sreelal. This is my blog. This is the place where I am gonna see you and share whatever I want to share with you. Just know that I am gonna tell my own story. The story of my life.

For an Intro, I am a BE graduate..oops can't call myself a graduate yet, still got arrears yaar. :( Ahh but I am not so sad about it coz I chose this. They says your decisions are your fate..Actually studies wasn’t my prior activity during my college days. :) I am a great lover of music and I am so passionate about it. I have even made very few album songs with my ever loving buddies Rethin and Ashwin. We call ourselves the THE IMPERFECT NOTES. :)
I couldn't become anything till now. But I have great plans for myself. Will share those with you in the coming days. :)

That’s all for now. See you soon. :)